I feel bad about what I did.
I feel that I am not a good person as people think I am.
I think that sometimes I am selfish, not considerate, not thoughtful, always think of myself and only myself and somehow using people as how people use other people.
The more I think about it, the more I feel bad about myself.
And then I started thinking how I have treated other people.
I think I haven't treat people good enough.
And that what if one day I wake up and someone is gone and I didn't get the chance to redeem what I did and that I haven't treat him or her well enough.
Then I have this madness to get up and call everyone I know how much they mean to me and I just want to tell them I'm sorry if I have did something wrong and I just want to tell them how much I love them, no matter the things we have gone through.
It's a week away from a new year, 2014. And I really hope for a brand new start and a more awesome future .
2013 has been one of the most awesome years in my life. And I am very happy about it. Grateful about it. And blessed.
So now I hope for a good start for 2014. I want to go find a job. Still thinking about it.
But no matter how bad things are or how much hardships there is, things will be fine in the end.
Oh well.
Happy new year ! Happy 2014 !
Saturday, December 28, 2013
Wednesday, December 11, 2013
Looking for Alaska Review
It is official. I am rather fond of John Green's books and his writings now. I am so glad that I have bought his books collection .
Looking For Alaska is both familiar and yet different with The Fault in Our Stars. John Green's writing style is rather the same in the two books but the storyline is so different and so special and therefore extraordinary compare to The Fault in Our Stars.
The style of the whole plot is already one of a kind, to begin with and then there is the fast pace of story-telling tat will hold your attention till the end of the book.
The one thing that made me adore the book is that I have never yet read a book which one of its main characters die in the middle of the book and that shocked me and therefore made me love the book more and admire the wit of Mr John Green for doing that.
Anyone who loves The Fault in Our Stars should try reading Looking For Alaska. And anyone who loves John Green's writings will not be disappointed with this one. In fact, this will just make you loves his writings more !
So now, I should start reading Paper Towns . Peace out !
Looking For Alaska is both familiar and yet different with The Fault in Our Stars. John Green's writing style is rather the same in the two books but the storyline is so different and so special and therefore extraordinary compare to The Fault in Our Stars.
The style of the whole plot is already one of a kind, to begin with and then there is the fast pace of story-telling tat will hold your attention till the end of the book.
The one thing that made me adore the book is that I have never yet read a book which one of its main characters die in the middle of the book and that shocked me and therefore made me love the book more and admire the wit of Mr John Green for doing that.
Anyone who loves The Fault in Our Stars should try reading Looking For Alaska. And anyone who loves John Green's writings will not be disappointed with this one. In fact, this will just make you loves his writings more !
So now, I should start reading Paper Towns . Peace out !
Friday, December 6, 2013
The Updates in My Life
So I thought I should at least write something like this. It seems very appropriate. So here we are :
My Cambridge A-level exam is finally over !!
Which also means I graduated from college !!
And that leads to me leaving INTI !!
That marks the start of holidays again !! But not just any other holidays, it is those kind of holiday when you graduate from school and wait for the time comes to go into another school to study higher level of education !
I applied for a few UK universities ! I went through an interview and I also got an offer right now.
One of the highlights of this holiday is definitely that moment when I won the essay-writing competition I participated in my college !! I got the Silver Award, which also means I will get RM200, a certificate and a book award !!
Another highlight of this month will be that I am going for a holiday to Hong Kong with my family !!! Can't wait !!
Oh and also, I'll be buying a new phone. Sweet !
And, I think celebrating Christmas at Singapore will count too since we are also going to Singapore on Christmas Day. We will also be heading to The Universal Studio !!
I will also be following my mum and sis to their Bakery Acedemy open day and also their baking course trial classes ! Will be fun !
This holiday also consists of meeting up and hanging out with friends at different places !!
New achievements, new experiences, new way of living ! Life is good right now !
Note : If any one of you out there thought I'm bragging and being very arrogant or proud of myself or the things I am doing, NO. I am not. In fact, I'm just so happy and grateful that I want to share my happiness because a shared happiness is so much better than a solitude happiness. I don't think I should be apologising but if you feel bad about your life or yourself after reading this, I'm deeply sorry. And one word of advice, I dont think you should feel any jealousy as well because every dog has his days and so every one of us will have our days of glory. I am sure of it. And maybe some of you will think that the things I have just wrote about is nothing to be highlighted about because they dont bare any significance in your life, then it is okay. You dont need to do anything. Thank you very much for your time for reading this.
My Cambridge A-level exam is finally over !!
Which also means I graduated from college !!
And that leads to me leaving INTI !!
That marks the start of holidays again !! But not just any other holidays, it is those kind of holiday when you graduate from school and wait for the time comes to go into another school to study higher level of education !
I applied for a few UK universities ! I went through an interview and I also got an offer right now.
One of the highlights of this holiday is definitely that moment when I won the essay-writing competition I participated in my college !! I got the Silver Award, which also means I will get RM200, a certificate and a book award !!
Another highlight of this month will be that I am going for a holiday to Hong Kong with my family !!! Can't wait !!
Oh and also, I'll be buying a new phone. Sweet !
And, I think celebrating Christmas at Singapore will count too since we are also going to Singapore on Christmas Day. We will also be heading to The Universal Studio !!
I will also be following my mum and sis to their Bakery Acedemy open day and also their baking course trial classes ! Will be fun !
This holiday also consists of meeting up and hanging out with friends at different places !!
New achievements, new experiences, new way of living ! Life is good right now !
Note : If any one of you out there thought I'm bragging and being very arrogant or proud of myself or the things I am doing, NO. I am not. In fact, I'm just so happy and grateful that I want to share my happiness because a shared happiness is so much better than a solitude happiness. I don't think I should be apologising but if you feel bad about your life or yourself after reading this, I'm deeply sorry. And one word of advice, I dont think you should feel any jealousy as well because every dog has his days and so every one of us will have our days of glory. I am sure of it. And maybe some of you will think that the things I have just wrote about is nothing to be highlighted about because they dont bare any significance in your life, then it is okay. You dont need to do anything. Thank you very much for your time for reading this.
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